Before this "well-timed " silence can be attained, I wonder as to how I can maintain "silence" just for the heck of maintaining silence?!
Hello! I am at present in TIFR, Mumbai. To be precise, I am typing this away at the Computer Centre here. Using the computer on my left is Priyamvada V the gr8...the one on my right is used by another VSRP 09 student, whose name, I think is Bhaarti.
So...ask me how life is goin! I'll answer anyway. Life's gr8, if I look at mine as an outsider. But, frankly speaking, I find going a bit tough. I get depressed a bit sometimes. Ha....knowing me its nothing unexpected. But, u kno , I would like to sit and get more n more depressed as time goes by (sometimes I find it refreshing,...yea yea, I know..its crazy but still), the problem is that I just don't get the time for it. heheh
Wednesday 3rd June 09 6:20pm CC, tifr
I gave my "talk" today......on Optical Traps. It was plain bull shit. I shouldn't be using that word considering as to how today morning Gops and I took the resolution not to use any "theris". But hell be!! The talk a BIG TIME Virivu! I had some starting problems....I stood in front of the board ; picked on the marker.......and well, showed my teeth sample with y usual grin....argh!!! Sir was cool k...Since, I didn't start straight on.....DM said I need to be introduced, and Aditya sir did just that...and they all clapped. Well, then again I didn't start.....that DM started clapping again. :) Gr8 na!! Well, then after that ...I did start...but stopped soon when questions dealing "Why size of dielectric is important, and why is a laser used in trapping " was asked. I stood there, totally viriyalsfied...and hehe .....smiled...but it seemed to have no effect whatsoever on them. Well, it got untangled later on....yea, more or less. I had trouble with condenser lenses and magnetic field in light....otherwise, it was actually fun. That Rajagara sir looks like a poocha..but he asks all the kidilan changukalakkaling questions....Anyways, it was an EXPERIENCE!!!
Well, moving on.....Lets tackle Jenu. That guy is nuts. Never does he speak 3 words properly...Its as if he's always trying to find out some inner stuff about something. Oh yes!! He's rich in knowledge..but but yaar...Well, today, we were talking...we never complete even quarters about what we are talking...he jumps to something else real soon. Like, today, in between what we were saying..he told about a B'day party he had gone for yest, and he had a cocktail "Fire on the Ass" ...he remembers having drunk that, and no more afterwards. The tea was a bad idea..and waht else, that's why he's like that.I questioned something or the other!! He said," You said I am weird today "....As if that's a relevant answer. haha..I told him that he's weird at all times...he said sorry under his breath..I heard him! Whatever be, sometimes, I feel like crushing him to pieces. I had also tried to talk as if knowledgably about cocktails, "bloody mary " (I wanted to mention sex on the beach bt anyways) ,and he said some dialogue..which is supposed to mean "valiya aalannennu havikkalle"!!! Okay...I had it coming....I shouldn't have done that...
Ok now I'm in the right mood, the mood of hating myself..Jenu has that effect on me ...gr8 na!! But anyways, if I learn from my mistakes, I will only collapse more n more to myself..and destroyyyyyyyyyyy ...u know how pathetic I used to be na!!!
I talked to Rishad today.....It was nice....:) Showed him the mails from mathew...the possible outcomes from calling a person bastard!! If I'd called Rishad that, he'd have slapped me. If u get a slap...then no matter how much ever slaps u give after that..its no use since the first is the significant... Then among other info I got from him, muslims can marry four times :) It was an interesting talk....
ok.....me signing off for today.........
bbyeee
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